I suppose you're right, perhaps it's taken these past two years and then some for you to get to this point. Deerington does open our eyes, in ways.
[ Then again, she takes what Neo says with a pinch of salt. She doesn't know her, after all -- and there's plenty chance she could be simply spinning some sweet words of change and forgiveness. Luna maybe be optimistic in her ways, but she isn't blindly naive. Ruby had advised caution, and Luna believes in Ruby to follow that. ]
Ruby is forgiving, and she does honestly see the best in people, and wants them to become their best selves. She never stops trying. I believe that she's done nothing but to try and help you and achieve some kind of resolution between the two of you. That I can believe.
But I still don't trust you. Or what your thoughts and true intentions are from Ruby's actions on you. Not at this moment in time.
No, it's not an excuse. Deerington makes us do terrible things. Sometimes it picks at parts of us we try to lock away. [ It wouldn't be out of the question to think perhaps deep down some part of Neo did still want this. She got what she wanted. Old hurts never truly go away. ] Your actions were both your own and not your own. The questions is what you plan on doing moving on from this, and know that others will be watching.
Ruby's made a lot of friends here, I know that much. And they won't be quick to forgive like Ruby, nor will they forget.
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[ Then again, she takes what Neo says with a pinch of salt. She doesn't know her, after all -- and there's plenty chance she could be simply spinning some sweet words of change and forgiveness. Luna maybe be optimistic in her ways, but she isn't blindly naive. Ruby had advised caution, and Luna believes in Ruby to follow that. ]
Ruby is forgiving, and she does honestly see the best in people, and wants them to become their best selves. She never stops trying. I believe that she's done nothing but to try and help you and achieve some kind of resolution between the two of you. That I can believe.
But I still don't trust you. Or what your thoughts and true intentions are from Ruby's actions on you. Not at this moment in time.
No, it's not an excuse. Deerington makes us do terrible things. Sometimes it picks at parts of us we try to lock away. [ It wouldn't be out of the question to think perhaps deep down some part of Neo did still want this. She got what she wanted. Old hurts never truly go away. ] Your actions were both your own and not your own. The questions is what you plan on doing moving on from this, and know that others will be watching.
Ruby's made a lot of friends here, I know that much. And they won't be quick to forgive like Ruby, nor will they forget.
But I suppose only time will tell.