[Varian is the God-King of poor life choices. He's not about to stop now.]
If he put it in his mental vault, then he put it there for a reason. Talking to him about it wouldn't help him, he'd hate that, it would just freak people out more.
[He knows, oh he knows his distrust of demons is coloured by what's happening back home. He knows without this knowledge he'd be so much more reasonable about it all. But all he can think of his how Cassandra is actively destroying her own life- and how that's being piloted by a demon who wants... what? He doesn't know, but it can't be good. ]
I didn't do anything lightly. I didn't just skip off into the Great Sleep thinking "oh ho, this'll be a jape!" I saw my friend was hurting and I did what I could to help him. And Jon paid his dues for what he did to Fern, he doesn't need to pay any more. He wasn't comfortable with this, either, I dragged him into it.
[He's not about to let Jon take the fall for his own mistakes. He sucks in a breath, pinching the bridge of his nose. He wants to be spiteful and petty and tell her not to bother. That he obviously came to the wrong person and he'll figure this out himself. But that won't help Fern- so he's just going to have to swallow his pride.]
Thank you. [That leaves a bad taste in his mouth, but needs must.] Despite what you think, all I want is for him to be safe. I made a mistake and I acknowledge that. I don't want him to hurt.
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If he put it in his mental vault, then he put it there for a reason. Talking to him about it wouldn't help him, he'd hate that, it would just freak people out more.
[He knows, oh he knows his distrust of demons is coloured by what's happening back home. He knows without this knowledge he'd be so much more reasonable about it all. But all he can think of his how Cassandra is actively destroying her own life- and how that's being piloted by a demon who wants... what? He doesn't know, but it can't be good. ]
I didn't do anything lightly. I didn't just skip off into the Great Sleep thinking "oh ho, this'll be a jape!" I saw my friend was hurting and I did what I could to help him. And Jon paid his dues for what he did to Fern, he doesn't need to pay any more. He wasn't comfortable with this, either, I dragged him into it.
[He's not about to let Jon take the fall for his own mistakes. He sucks in a breath, pinching the bridge of his nose. He wants to be spiteful and petty and tell her not to bother. That he obviously came to the wrong person and he'll figure this out himself. But that won't help Fern- so he's just going to have to swallow his pride.]
Thank you. [That leaves a bad taste in his mouth, but needs must.] Despite what you think, all I want is for him to be safe. I made a mistake and I acknowledge that. I don't want him to hurt.