But of course, I can do that. At the very least. I do hope you can resolve things peacefully, fighting's awfully tiring. But sometimes fighting has to be done. And I'll be there if you need me.
[ A young witch she might be, but this one's duelled Death Eaters and won. Sure, there'd been a little luck potion thrown in but... yes, it's not her first time in a fight if she needed to be in one. ]
There's a lot to it. Fern is just... very complicated. And I think it explains why he is the way he is sometimes.
I'm not sure if Finn's done anything Fern regrets, he seems to mention him in quite positive light.
[ But if Fern's capable of jealousy over this with Varian and Ruby, is he jealous of Finn somehow? It makes her wonder. ]
I believe I've seen him around in school. He's an alchemist? That's brilliant!
[ Alchemy is also a thing in her world. So really, she's intrigued. ]
That's understandable. Fern's quite sensitive like that, so I'm sure it probably does hurt a little still. He's not always so keen to get into personal things, and I have no right to pry if he doesn't want to tell me things.
I had something similar with Peter a little while ago. There was a fight, a few of us were involved. Peter, Fern, Louis, Mr Coldwater and me. Fern still doesn't like Peter but he's definitely not actively trying to hurt him anymore. He seems to back off, but he's still a little cold.
I know, I know. It's just... It's home stuff and I'm trying really hard not to get everyone dragged into it here.
But I appreciate it. A whole lot. You'll be the first I call if I need help.
[She really appreciates the support Luna.]
Yeah! He's been around there. Oh? You know about Alchemy? You really send him a message sometime. I'm sure he'd love to talk to shop with someone who knows at least something about it.
[Hmm. That conflicts a little with what she's heard. But it could be that Fern really is just complicated like Luna said.]
Complicated sounds like it might be putting it lightly. But yeah. I mean I think I get him at least a better now.
I can't say I blame him for being sensitive about it. I'm sure it's hard to have feelings for someone but no real outlet for them.
I've noticed that with him and personal things. I may have done my fair share of prying and it hasn't been great experience. I don't recommend it.
Oh. Louis had mentioned that. I had no idea Peter was the one that happened with. That does sound awfully familiar. I'm glad you're all alright. Fern included in that.
I'll take a step in the right direction over nothing.
It might be 'home stuff' but you're also a Sleeper, too. You're one of us. But it's understandable.
Whenever you need me. :)
[ Honestly, that's what friends are for. ]
Not much. It's an elective class at my school, but it only runs if there's enough interest from students. But there's pieces here and there I've read. It'd be nice to find some more things out! I'll keep that in mind.
[ And honestly? Alchemy is difficult. It's a NEWT class for a reason. So someone here in a Deerington who studies it actively? That's impressive. ]
Sometimes it's best to let Fern tell you things in his own time, although sometimes it means he won't ever tell you things. It's just how he is. [ Something difficult to accept about him, but Luna just... has to accept that. She tries her best not to pry too much. Only when it's important. ] I still don't really know what it was about. But yes, it was... quite awful. No one died though, fortunately.
I- Okay. That is a good point. It's just weird that it's could come to that at all. Or that even managed to follow me here in the first place. Like what are the odds?
I appreciate that so much.
[Luna's just a good friend and good people all around.]
Oooooh~! Do just that and if you need help getting a hold of him, just let me know.
I got that impression. I don't think I'll hold my breath waiting for him to tell me anything. I think I'll be lucky if I get a hi sometime in the next year.
But if he gets along with you and Varian than I'd say that's what counts. I can't think of better friends than you to. Maybe it'll help him down the road.
Louis didn't have any details except for the fact that it happened. So maybe that's just another story you'll just have to wait on.
I'm glad you're all okay though. That's what counts at the end of the day.
The universes can be quite strange like that. I think they have a poor sense of humour.
[ Luna also suspects that in due course it might follow her here, too. ]
Knowing Fern, I think getting him to say hello to you would be a massive improvement. A few months ago he mostly just avoided Peter or glared at him the whole time we stayed under one roof for a while.
[ Living at Ben's could be... a little awkward. Fern never really spoke to Peter (that she's aware of) but there was a couple of tense moments at the dinner table. ]
But, yes. Maybe. Fern needs help from people, just like anyone else. He can be really nice and a good person, I've seen it.
It's fortunate there hasn't been another incident like that, but yes we were alright. I don't think any of us will know, it's between him and Peter. Boys can be... quite dumb, sometimes.
[ Because Peter hasn't even really wanted to talk to her about it, either. Both he and Fern are really good at this whole 'avoidance' thing. ]
It could happen? One day? You never know. Ouch. That kind of sounds exactly like what's happening with me and him right now. Except we don't share house together. I definitely can't picture us doing that.
He's friends with you, Varian and a handful of other people I know and care about. So I don't doubt that for a second. I just landed on the weird sharp and prickly side of him and don't know how to get off it.
Jeez. You can say that again. Maybe it would be worth it if I reached out to Peter and ask him? It kind of sounds like we're in the same boat, maybe he'll be a bit more willing to talk about it?
I'm grasping at straws here but it's worth a shot?
It's one of those weird but wonderful parts of Deerington, I think. Odd people coming together. One of the few parts I do like about this place.
Have a think on it, definitely. If it's important, maybe it should be something you'll need to talk to him about eventually. But, yes. He'll worry. It's part of the friendship, I'm afraid.
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But of course, I can do that. At the very least. I do hope you can resolve things peacefully, fighting's awfully tiring. But sometimes fighting has to be done. And I'll be there if you need me.
[ A young witch she might be, but this one's duelled Death Eaters and won. Sure, there'd been a little luck potion thrown in but... yes, it's not her first time in a fight if she needed to be in one. ]
There's a lot to it. Fern is just... very complicated. And I think it explains why he is the way he is sometimes.
I'm not sure if Finn's done anything Fern regrets, he seems to mention him in quite positive light.
[ But if Fern's capable of jealousy over this with Varian and Ruby, is he jealous of Finn somehow? It makes her wonder. ]
I believe I've seen him around in school. He's an alchemist? That's brilliant!
[ Alchemy is also a thing in her world. So really, she's intrigued. ]
That's understandable. Fern's quite sensitive like that, so I'm sure it probably does hurt a little still. He's not always so keen to get into personal things, and I have no right to pry if he doesn't want to tell me things.
I had something similar with Peter a little while ago. There was a fight, a few of us were involved. Peter, Fern, Louis, Mr Coldwater and me. Fern still doesn't like Peter but he's definitely not actively trying to hurt him anymore. He seems to back off, but he's still a little cold.
So... yes, I believe that's progress.
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It's just... It's home stuff and I'm trying really hard not to get everyone dragged into it here.
But I appreciate it. A whole lot. You'll be the first I call if I need help.
[She really appreciates the support Luna.]
Yeah! He's been around there. Oh? You know about Alchemy? You really send him a message sometime. I'm sure he'd love to talk to shop with someone who knows at least something about it.
[Hmm. That conflicts a little with what she's heard. But it could be that Fern really is just complicated like Luna said.]
Complicated sounds like it might be putting it lightly. But yeah. I mean I think I get him at least a better now.
I can't say I blame him for being sensitive about it. I'm sure it's hard to have feelings for someone but no real outlet for them.
I've noticed that with him and personal things. I may have done my fair share of prying and it hasn't been great experience. I don't recommend it.
Oh. Louis had mentioned that. I had no idea Peter was the one that happened with. That does sound awfully familiar. I'm glad you're all alright. Fern included in that.
I'll take a step in the right direction over nothing.
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Whenever you need me. :)
[ Honestly, that's what friends are for. ]
Not much. It's an elective class at my school, but it only runs if there's enough interest from students. But there's pieces here and there I've read. It'd be nice to find some more things out! I'll keep that in mind.
[ And honestly? Alchemy is difficult. It's a NEWT class for a reason. So someone here in a Deerington who studies it actively? That's impressive. ]
Sometimes it's best to let Fern tell you things in his own time, although sometimes it means he won't ever tell you things. It's just how he is. [ Something difficult to accept about him, but Luna just... has to accept that. She tries her best not to pry too much. Only when it's important. ] I still don't really know what it was about. But yes, it was... quite awful. No one died though, fortunately.
[ Silver... linings... ]
That's a good way of looking at it!
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Okay. That is a good point.
It's just weird that it's could come to that at all. Or that even managed to follow me here in the first place.
Like what are the odds?
I appreciate that so much.
[Luna's just a good friend and good people all around.]
Oooooh~! Do just that and if you need help getting a hold of him, just let me know.
I got that impression. I don't think I'll hold my breath waiting for him to tell me anything. I think I'll be lucky if I get a hi sometime in the next year.
But if he gets along with you and Varian than I'd say that's what counts. I can't think of better friends than you to. Maybe it'll help him down the road.
Louis didn't have any details except for the fact that it happened. So maybe that's just another story you'll just have to wait on.
I'm glad you're all okay though. That's what counts at the end of the day.
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[ Luna also suspects that in due course it might follow her here, too. ]
Knowing Fern, I think getting him to say hello to you would be a massive improvement. A few months ago he mostly just avoided Peter or glared at him the whole time we stayed under one roof for a while.
[ Living at Ben's could be... a little awkward. Fern never really spoke to Peter (that she's aware of) but there was a couple of tense moments at the dinner table. ]
But, yes. Maybe. Fern needs help from people, just like anyone else. He can be really nice and a good person, I've seen it.
It's fortunate there hasn't been another incident like that, but yes we were alright. I don't think any of us will know, it's between him and Peter. Boys can be... quite dumb, sometimes.
[ Because Peter hasn't even really wanted to talk to her about it, either. Both he and Fern are really good at this whole 'avoidance' thing. ]
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It could happen? One day? You never know. Ouch. That kind of sounds exactly like what's happening with me and him right now. Except we don't share house together. I definitely can't picture us doing that.
He's friends with you, Varian and a handful of other people I know and care about. So I don't doubt that for a second. I just landed on the weird sharp and prickly side of him and don't know how to get off it.
Jeez. You can say that again. Maybe it would be worth it if I reached out to Peter and ask him? It kind of sounds like we're in the same boat, maybe he'll be a bit more willing to talk about it?
I'm grasping at straws here but it's worth a shot?
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I'm sure we'll try to work something out to help you get off of it, although I'm not sure how either right now. But we'll manage something in the end.
You could try, but I'm not sure how he'll take it. I certainly know he'll worry about you, though. Peter worries, that's just how he is.
[ Even despite reassurances. Luna knows he'll always worry, but she'll always just try to assure him as much as she can. ]
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Honestly? It'd be wonderful to get some help in that regard. It'd be a nice change of pace to not have to walk on eggshells around him.
Yeah... I got that impression seeing him at school. Maybe it's a dead end. It's not really fair to drag him further into that mess either.
Maybe I'll just sit on it for a bit and see where things go.
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Have a think on it, definitely. If it's important, maybe it should be something you'll need to talk to him about eventually. But, yes. He'll worry. It's part of the friendship, I'm afraid.
[ she loves u really, Peter. ]